Darkness of the Heart. by soulesschild, literature
Literature
Darkness of the Heart.
The night's so black as I look to the sky,
Never had a bright day till you found me,
Took away all the darkness in my life,
The nights turned to sunny days.
But all good things die don't they?
Everybody dies someday or another,
I've been waiting for my turn,
ever since the day you left.
The days have turned to night,
my once bright life now surrounded by shadows.
Why'd it turn out like this,
Since when did the nights last forever?
I can't seem to let go of those sunny days,
though it kills me inside to think of it,
Why do I hold on so tightly to those days,
Why do they bring tears of joy and pain to my eyes.
One day I'll let g
Thousands of stars,
Yes I made these for you,
A wish for each star,
Wishing to see me and you.
But as time goes on,
I see the reality of us,
The weight of reality is a ton,
I slowly take the needle and thrust.
The stars are burning,
Burning because these wishes are false,
Fiery blaze as I'm crying,
Realizing that wishing on a star is false.
Burning away my soul,
Slowly turning to ashes,
My soul is so cold,
These stars are burning to ash.
I down another drink,
Hope it dulls the pain,
Maybe I'll finally cross the brink,
Find my peace as it rains.
Did I deserve this fate,
Seeing you with another,
Was I too late,
Missed my chance to be together?
Just another pill,
Let it drown out my emotions,
Destroy my will,
Get rid of these notions.
If you're happy its alright,
I can take this pain,
Just another drink and pill and everything's right,
As I stare outside at the rain.
Why does it hurt so much inside,
I thought I was done with us,
But I guess I only lie on the outside,
Inside I feel pain and life is so tough
Life's so complicated I can't explain,
I'm going to die or go insane,
I just need to numb the pain,
Maybe it'll stop as I bleed.
I tell you to go for it,
Smile on my face as I die,
Inside I feel like shit,
But I'll take this pain just to keep you happy.
I don't know why I do this,
But if you're happy it's alright,
You're happiness is greater then me,
Even if I end up in a grave.
The world is too cold to fight on,
Wish I could just forget it tomorrow.
But because of you I go on.
I wish you were here yesterday, today, tomorrow.
Tell me its worth it today
I pray for those better days,
But it doesn't seem like that today,
Just another one of those shitty days.
When can we hug again
Do these tears ever stop falling,
I'm missing you again,
Cuz I fell for you and I'm still falling.
Help me stop this sorrow,
Searching for you in my life, mind, heart
Finding only bittersweet sorrow,
A once filled spot now empty in my heart.
Where have you gone in my life,
You make me feel okay to be me,
Can you please come b
Staring at the roof of the church,
damn I know now how much truth hurts.
My inner demons got the better of me,
I escaped them but I paid the ultimate fee.
I couldn't shake them,
all I could leave behind was this poem.
They overtook me by force,
beat me down and filled me with sadness and remorse.
Screamd out in agony,
I hid in the darkness of my mind hoping I'd get lucky,
but I never had the luck,
I saw them cmoing and I just said fuck.
I felt the pain inside go so deep,
all I could do was weep.
I looked at the pictures and memories,
and I knew I could do it with ease.
A heart that only yearned for love was broken,
a spirit t
When it all stops,
are you going to be there for me?
When it all ends,
will you be waiting at the gates for me?
When everything else fails,
can you be there for me?
When the world walks out on me,
will you walk in?
When I'm crying and hurt,
will you wipe away my tears?
When the world abandons me,
will you take me in?
When I need somebody,
will you be the one?
When I need a true friend,
can you stand true?
You don't even know it. by soulesschild, literature
Literature
You don't even know it.
Sometimes life is just unbearable,
sometimes I feel like giving up,
but everytime I see you,
life just isn't worth giving up.
Seeing you smile is all I need,
keeps me going throughout this hell,
Just need to you your voice,
and my day just gets brighter.
Hearing your laughter,
always puts a smile on my face,
unable to look at you,
without feeling just a little warmer.
Maybe one day you and me will be,
but for now it won't be,
but my eternal love is enough,
I'll continue my existence loving you from afar.
Wish life was simple,
but its not,
violence and corruption run rampant,
my innocence is forever gone.
What is the answer to it all?
Where is the light in the darkness?
Why does it stay eternally dark?
How come I see nothing but saddness?
The world is dying,
love is breaking,
mourn not for my death,
but for the death of this world that killed me.
Where Are My Hopes and Dreams? by soulesschild, literature
Literature
Where Are My Hopes and Dreams?
I look around today,
The coldness of the world,
The bittersweet taste of reality.
I listen to shouts and lectures of parents everyday,
About how I will fail in life if I don't become a doctor, businessman, or lawyer, but
They don't listen to what I have to say,
What happened to "equality among men?"
What happened to having dreams and reaching for the stars?
They say that it was only a farce, and it never existed.
This was a poem i wrote for a SLAM contest in class, started to read it and it brought back alot of pain and I broke down in class, finished reading it but boy I was embarassed. Heh, hope you enjoy it, some of you older folk
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